How come am I so tired?
What’s the reward of insisting on?
Does the reward worth my effort?
How come can’t I find myself enough motivation to suffer this burden?
What are others’ motivation?
Is it something they are hungry for or is it something they are afraid of, which pulls/pushes them forward on this endless way?
Is it my incapability that causes no motivation, no will to insist, no energy to hang on?
Or is it some problem other than me?
Maybe it’s a company not worth my insisting after all?
What’s the fun in the work?
Have you tasted that? Does it last long enough/occur frequently enough for you to fight?
原本想多少寫一些引起上面感受的實際事件，結果還是累得不想花力氣寫。那就先這樣吧。抱歉了，造成許多霧水。
